I don't usually write you letters complaining about single-hood because for the most part I do enjoy my life and the stage I am in. I try to always live in the moment and make the best of what I have. I can honestly say I am happy. I am not a bitter old maid, and since I don't like cats, that cliche won't ever be me...feew! I even laugh off the older ladies that say, "Sweetie your time will come." I laugh it off because I think, "My goodness, my time is now, am I supposed to begin my time of happiness when marriage comes." That's just WRONG.
Bear with me as I vent.
There are times when I do have to ask myself a few questions. Why is it that I continually attract the same type of guy? The guy that has major baggage, used to be a bad boy, trying to reform or come back to church, shady type guy. Or there's the other type I attract-the guy I am simply not attracted to. At least the first type I am usually attracted to, but let's be honest-they are always bad news. The second type has it together but there is no chemistry.
Chemistry is huge. Without chemistry how can the rest be? My single girlfriends and I have discussed how there is just an X-factor. You know when you meet a guy when it is there and when it isn't. You can't explain why you two tango so well-you just know it's there.
Tonight dear Universe I hope the next guy you send me won't be the same types I usually attract. Or better yet, it'd be great if the next guy I was attracted to just had it together spiritually. That's all I'm asking for. If he has that and we have chemistry and he likes me back-we'll be golden-golden I tell ya!
Well enough about my little plea. I know there are many other ladies in the universe with similar complaints and pleas-but if you could consider mine that'd be great.
Beverly Silvana Santamaria